Time Fades Away

here is something I wrote a month ago when
 I felt bad about a thing I had with a girl and it didn`t work out and more or less
  I expressed my sadness with this poem :)

The time fades away
everything looks like clay.
In oblivion you start to flow
you have no idea where you will go.
The  mind is in tranquility
to feel you no longer have that ability.
In front of you nothing appears
you hear nothing like you have no ears.
You start to think
is it real what`s written with that ink.
You close your eyes
and your last memory dies.
That moment feels like forever.
Will this end? Maybe never.
All of a sudden you hear a sound
your feet touch the ground.
You see something shining.
Have you escaped this horrible binding ?
A path under your feet appears
on it you start walking with tears.
The shining light gets stronger
and the path goes longer.
There are no other directions
you continue forward there are no exceptions.
After some time it starts to rain
you no longer feel any pain.
Path ? There is no more
you have reached the sea shore.
On that beach the sky is black
you turn around but there is no going back
You hear the waves splashing
the shining spot in the sky keeps flashing.
You sit and put your arms on your knees
on your sides appear naked trees.
The shining spot is the moon
but it`s surrounded by gloom.
Now the stars in the sky are blinking
and you start thinking.
You may no longer feel any pain
but nothins is ever going to be the same.

My World Without You

I’ve been hurt many times,

Believed in all their lies.

I trust and gave everything,

All that’s left for me is nothing.

Since then, it’s hard for me,

To find someone who will love me truly.

It’s hard to trust again,

Afraid to be alone in the end.



Until you came unexpectedly,

You’re such a stranger to me.

But you make my heart beat once more.

You came and open up my door.

You always put a smile on my face,

You’ve done everything and I’m amazed.

No dull moments with you,

You brighten my life that once was blue.



Your kiss makes me forget everything.

Your touch awakes my whole being.

The love that you showed me,

Gives color to my world that’s so lonely.

My love, I wish for nothing more.

But to make our love last forevermore.

I want to cherish every moment with you.

My world would be empty without you.

I am Me !

If love was a flower, I wonder why you never gave any
And if it was a chocolate, how many bars do I count?
What then was our trust, why did we say goodbye
If friendship was a house, then I own a mansion
If it's wealth, damn me trillionaire!
If this my little heart was on sale, Oh
The world would fight over it
Say as beautiful as Hellena of Troy if she ever existed!
Am a rose, am a queen, am a pearl
Am priceless, you can't own me
Am a label the market can't compete with.
Though I don't blow like the wind,
Nor do I rage like the storms,
Am a wonder,
I am me!
I am me!

Searching 4 u ......

Searching 4 u ......
i dont know
dont know wat to do??

y i kept on looking for someone in my life
wen ur there to brighten my day
to make my life happy & gay


u did ur best to make me smile
to worry no more
that life is beautiful
u introduced the sunshine,,,
that life is wonderful



but i y i kept on searching?
im blinded w/ the heartaches
the tears that kept falling on my cheeks
the memory of him.i cant take away,,
but ur there to seize it way

til one day
ur gone.........
i kept searching for the light
but found nothing
but emptiness inside

its just to late
to realized that ur gone
u become tired of me



wen ur gone i just
realized
that your my sunshine..........
are u still willing to take me to the sun?


wen youve found someone hu can brighten ur day?
its too late....regrets filled the heart & mind
im hiding behind
the shadow of the sun

pls be my.sunshine